hahaha..hi people =p so epy so epy so epy!!! hehehe.. though i have not been updating for month, but..i still wanna type sumthin ere whenever i feelike =p hahahaha..
k!! 1st thing!!! i jz done my exam!!! wakakaka..n i have ONE WHOLE MONTH holiday..hehehe.. who wanna go out pls pm me..hehehehe..
next thing nx thing!! sincerely wannna thank everybody who wishes me...celebrates with me..n all the presents... =) so so so so touched!!! =p
okok...wut else...hmmmm..ah hah!!! 30houfamine was so great oso =p
aiya!! dono wut to say =p talking on fone now.. jz wanna tell the world..im so free n so sweet n so epy n having a good life.. =p ooo!! XD
=sott=
may
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Owh man. I really dono how long i had not been updating this blog. no post, no photos, no things.'' i didnt mean to say im too bz to post somehtin ere..it s jz tat my own pc couldnt sign into blogger...so..tats y lo. Sometimes i have too much thing to express myself...but i jz cant make it.
k..whatever reason it is.....anyhow...from the day i last written blog till now...There were few of my loved ones left me to overseas for their tertiary. And the recent 1 is my dear chiann.
Owh man....the scene is still vividly in my mind till today. when I saw her tears falling...i tried to stop mine..but coujldnt...we hugged together..n cried....it was really touching..the heart pain feeling....the pain tat comes from deep inside...the true friendship btween me n her.
I feel really lost after she has left me. mayb u think i m jz exagerrate..but, somehow or other, i feelike i have lost one part of my life. ah!!!!!!
k stop toking about tat. wut i wanna say now is....i gonna finish all the assignments for this semester!!! argh!!! very damn stressed up today!!! 3 assignments deal in a day!!!! after the stupid globalisation essay...till today's 2presentations.. i feelike..i nvr stop down at all. mayb it s jz too stress, i shouted in my car when i was on the way back home. i started those stupid question again like.. y m i doing all these? what is the purpose? where m i going towards? m i lost again?
The enthusiasm in me has far gone away since u have been gone. i donno...i forgot about my ambition, i forgot about the advocacy for children n earl hcildhood professionals..i forgot about how ambitious i was to hav so many things to do in the future to help the children..............im moving veryfast..but...perhaps...i lost the track. i wan a break!!!!! a long break!!!!! ( don tell me kitkat lar )
I FEEL SO LONELY!!!!!!!I FEEL SO HONG HUI!!!!!! arghQEWDFJWEIdifjsdlkfnsdlkfjsdlkfjdslkjmsdlknmdslnvlsdkmvldskvmsdlkmvlsdkmv~
=sott=
k..whatever reason it is.....anyhow...from the day i last written blog till now...There were few of my loved ones left me to overseas for their tertiary. And the recent 1 is my dear chiann.
Owh man....the scene is still vividly in my mind till today. when I saw her tears falling...i tried to stop mine..but coujldnt...we hugged together..n cried....it was really touching..the heart pain feeling....the pain tat comes from deep inside...the true friendship btween me n her.
I feel really lost after she has left me. mayb u think i m jz exagerrate..but, somehow or other, i feelike i have lost one part of my life. ah!!!!!!
k stop toking about tat. wut i wanna say now is....i gonna finish all the assignments for this semester!!! argh!!! very damn stressed up today!!! 3 assignments deal in a day!!!! after the stupid globalisation essay...till today's 2presentations.. i feelike..i nvr stop down at all. mayb it s jz too stress, i shouted in my car when i was on the way back home. i started those stupid question again like.. y m i doing all these? what is the purpose? where m i going towards? m i lost again?
The enthusiasm in me has far gone away since u have been gone. i donno...i forgot about my ambition, i forgot about the advocacy for children n earl hcildhood professionals..i forgot about how ambitious i was to hav so many things to do in the future to help the children..............im moving veryfast..but...perhaps...i lost the track. i wan a break!!!!! a long break!!!!! ( don tell me kitkat lar )
I FEEL SO LONELY!!!!!!!I FEEL SO HONG HUI!!!!!! arghQEWDFJWEIdifjsdlkfnsdlkfjsdlkfjdslkjmsdlknmdslnvlsdkmvldskvmsdlkmvlsdkmv~
=sott=
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Robbers, i hate u!!!!!
Argh, things seem to be gettin worse day by day.....
not only myself..not only people around me..but the whole society...
Nowadays, robbery is one of the most serious problem in our society..everyday..everytime..u flip thru the newspaper..u cant miss it...
Last time when i read those news..i feel sympathy to the victims for their loss of their belongings..or virginity..or even their own life..i guess everybody noes about the news where the couple met the robbers and the girl was forced to sacrifice her most-important-thing to save her bf's life.. another serious case which the mom directed a story on her child's lost that actually her child was killed by her bf..n..etc.....
N yday afternoon, while i was having my so damn cool monday tat i don need to go college...receiving tat call really gav me a n big shock.
my mum called n told us...my dad was robbed..n admitted to the hospital.....
He went to the bank..n when he wanted to go n take his car at the small lorong..a man got down from the car n chase him from behind.. he noticed tat n quickly ran for his life n tried to ran into a mamak store's kitchen..unfortunately..he fell down...the fella summo ran into the kitchen n chop his hand to get his bag...without a choice, my dad let go his bag n....tats it.
for ur info, my dad is alrite now. he had quite severe injury on his right hand but already stitched back.
but, isnt it..a bit ridiculous? My dad shouted like hell, n he already ran into the mamak store's kitchen, there r about 5 to 10 indians working inside, n nobody came n helped. But, after all, can we blame those brainless indian boys? no. the robbers nowadays are too horrible. Ever noe the news tat a boy shouted " eh!! curi kereta!!" when he saw a fella trying to steal car, n he was died of being chopped..or wuteva.
So...No one dares to help. No one wants to help.
I, as the daughter of my dad, i feel tremendously sad. my heart is so pain when i c my use-to-be-very-strrong daddy lied on the bed, looking so pale after the operation. I really feel like..hou cham..y..y liddat..n..seeing his hand kept bleeding n bleeding n bleeding b4 the operation.. his legs hav some cuts when he fell down..i feel very pain too..............
n...as a citizen of msia..i rather feel more sad...we feel so hopeless..n...so helpless... argh..
who should we blame for the robbery cases that s increasing everyday??ourselves?? the police??the pm??or the society itself?? Are we actually moving forward or backward, going back to the uncivilized country???
so...who s going to help us?? where can we get help? police station?
N even then, my mum got even more upset when she went to the police station. The policewomen there were like....u noe.....wan do donwan do....so stupid!!! stupid!! no confidence at all!! can they solve the cases harh? are they able to chase the robbers? really, no confident at all. Jz take it as a must-do procudure, do a report oso slow like hell, don even noe how to spell the word 'answer', donno how to spell sony ericsson. N wut else, 3months ago i was robbed. now my dad's turn.
y so sui?
jz hope tat..all the problems will go away very soon..the good things will come to us...argh..as long as the whole family is happy n healthy..nth is more importatnt than tat.. =)
n my frens all over the place!! sabahao!!singaporeleong!! aussiejim!! singaporesamantha!! aussielch!! take care oh.. =)
not only myself..not only people around me..but the whole society...
Nowadays, robbery is one of the most serious problem in our society..everyday..everytime..u flip thru the newspaper..u cant miss it...
Last time when i read those news..i feel sympathy to the victims for their loss of their belongings..or virginity..or even their own life..i guess everybody noes about the news where the couple met the robbers and the girl was forced to sacrifice her most-important-thing to save her bf's life.. another serious case which the mom directed a story on her child's lost that actually her child was killed by her bf..n..etc.....
N yday afternoon, while i was having my so damn cool monday tat i don need to go college...receiving tat call really gav me a n big shock.
my mum called n told us...my dad was robbed..n admitted to the hospital.....
He went to the bank..n when he wanted to go n take his car at the small lorong..a man got down from the car n chase him from behind.. he noticed tat n quickly ran for his life n tried to ran into a mamak store's kitchen..unfortunately..he fell down...the fella summo ran into the kitchen n chop his hand to get his bag...without a choice, my dad let go his bag n....tats it.
for ur info, my dad is alrite now. he had quite severe injury on his right hand but already stitched back.
but, isnt it..a bit ridiculous? My dad shouted like hell, n he already ran into the mamak store's kitchen, there r about 5 to 10 indians working inside, n nobody came n helped. But, after all, can we blame those brainless indian boys? no. the robbers nowadays are too horrible. Ever noe the news tat a boy shouted " eh!! curi kereta!!" when he saw a fella trying to steal car, n he was died of being chopped..or wuteva.
So...No one dares to help. No one wants to help.
I, as the daughter of my dad, i feel tremendously sad. my heart is so pain when i c my use-to-be-very-strrong daddy lied on the bed, looking so pale after the operation. I really feel like..hou cham..y..y liddat..n..seeing his hand kept bleeding n bleeding n bleeding b4 the operation.. his legs hav some cuts when he fell down..i feel very pain too..............
n...as a citizen of msia..i rather feel more sad...we feel so hopeless..n...so helpless... argh..
who should we blame for the robbery cases that s increasing everyday??ourselves?? the police??the pm??or the society itself?? Are we actually moving forward or backward, going back to the uncivilized country???
so...who s going to help us?? where can we get help? police station?
N even then, my mum got even more upset when she went to the police station. The policewomen there were like....u noe.....wan do donwan do....so stupid!!! stupid!! no confidence at all!! can they solve the cases harh? are they able to chase the robbers? really, no confident at all. Jz take it as a must-do procudure, do a report oso slow like hell, don even noe how to spell the word 'answer', donno how to spell sony ericsson. N wut else, 3months ago i was robbed. now my dad's turn.
y so sui?
jz hope tat..all the problems will go away very soon..the good things will come to us...argh..as long as the whole family is happy n healthy..nth is more importatnt than tat.. =)
n my frens all over the place!! sabahao!!singaporeleong!! aussiejim!! singaporesamantha!! aussielch!! take care oh.. =)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Lost
Still, melancholy mood. haha.
im not supposed to b ere at this time, n i shud b in the lecture hall, having moral class.. aiyo..ponteng again. Where r my spirits? i hav been sleeping n sleeping n sleeping...wut happened lar........haih!!!!!
More over, there s been freaking long time i nvr go for yoga class..argh..i relli dono y.. all the spirits in me hav gone..wut is left is oni the physical without soul...im lost.. y lar..come back lar may. it s time to stand up n b stronger than u ever can!!!!!!!!!!
...............wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!!!!!!!! >.<''
(yes yes yes yes yes yes yes..... )
im not supposed to b ere at this time, n i shud b in the lecture hall, having moral class.. aiyo..ponteng again. Where r my spirits? i hav been sleeping n sleeping n sleeping...wut happened lar........haih!!!!!
More over, there s been freaking long time i nvr go for yoga class..argh..i relli dono y.. all the spirits in me hav gone..wut is left is oni the physical without soul...im lost.. y lar..come back lar may. it s time to stand up n b stronger than u ever can!!!!!!!!!!
...............wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!!!!!!!! >.<''
(yes yes yes yes yes yes yes..... )
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
fake
........i hate pretending. i hate to pretend tat im nth..i hate to pretend tat im so ok...i hate to pretend tat im so epy..i hate to be fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh...y..tell me y..n..so many questions in my mind..when hao asked me wut m i thinking..how m i gonna tel..too many things all this while..i nvr mentioned..always inside me..when will it gonna burst out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel veeryy bad. suffocating. cant even breath. when will it b an end???? i tot tat..everythin will b fine but yet it s gettign worst day by day....omg...save me......pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ngo hou sen fu ah!!!!!!!!! wo 5 zhi ho yi dim zhou..bing go ho yi gao ngo..mou yenn..ying wei ngo ji gei dou 5 ji dou xiong dim...gou ging ying goi dim zhou..dim xin ho yi hoi hoi semm semm..ngo 5 xiong gem lok hui..ngo gok dek hou chun..hou soh....jen hei jen hei hou sen fu..........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dim gai?
im stucked.
~may~
argh...y..tell me y..n..so many questions in my mind..when hao asked me wut m i thinking..how m i gonna tel..too many things all this while..i nvr mentioned..always inside me..when will it gonna burst out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel veeryy bad. suffocating. cant even breath. when will it b an end???? i tot tat..everythin will b fine but yet it s gettign worst day by day....omg...save me......pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ngo hou sen fu ah!!!!!!!!! wo 5 zhi ho yi dim zhou..bing go ho yi gao ngo..mou yenn..ying wei ngo ji gei dou 5 ji dou xiong dim...gou ging ying goi dim zhou..dim xin ho yi hoi hoi semm semm..ngo 5 xiong gem lok hui..ngo gok dek hou chun..hou soh....jen hei jen hei hou sen fu..........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dim gai?
im stucked.
~may~
Sunday, June 10, 2007
A visit to old folks home
Hmm.....pls. to everybody. it s a reminder for everybody!!!!!!!
k. a visit to an old folks home is jz normal. but..i went to visit my relative. my grandaunty..k..straight to the point..the home..is cha. RM250 per month..it s cheap.sort of charity home. a very bad smell over the house..n the flooring..the toilet n even the kitchen r not relly...hygienically clean..n..ok..since it s so cheap we couldnt request much. BUT!!! u couldnt believe...her son..drrives an estima..ok!! estima is nth!! 120k fine!!!!!! AND!!!!! he owns a semi d!!! ok ok ok....a semi d. couldnt fit in a woman..kurus macam lidi..makan sgt sikit..n no matter wut her criteria is!!! how fat she is...she is....she is ur mum man!!!!!! n u lead a wealthy life!!! n u jz send ur mum to an old folks home which doesnt even provide dinner for ur mum!!!!
i dono. it s a nonsence for me. i feel relli angry over it. n once i enter the home..it s in super bad condition..i mean...it s for relli in need ppl. not my grandaunty. she has 2sons, tat can afford her livings. tat one of them runs a mechanic shop. but..her sons jz don care. throw her eveyrwhere. n my grandaunty even described herself liddat..
''yea..when u bcum old...u r like a piece of wood..let ppl throw u ere n there..if he put u ere..u cant go anywhere else..u cant choose..''
gosh...when a person say liddat..how depress she is..ah....how sad..my heart sanked....
wel..there may b a lot of stories bhind. mayb..we dono. but..somehow i think tat..to love ur parents is a must. they born u!!! nurture u..bring u up..everythin!!! anythin!!! without them..who r u?? Do u hav a heart??
k...i dono..bcoz it s fated to b liddat..i couldnt chg bcoz my grandaunty is er..quite far from us. we r not relly close. n if we keh poh or wut..then more things will come out..i pity her bcoz wut she has done for her children is all about a giving..but no return. n..mayb u all think..well..not too bad..she has a home to stay..a shelter. but...she has feelings. a human. far away from home, far away from family. at the age of 85.........er..n it s not tat her sons are..disable. or..poor. haha. ridiculous.... >.<''
n pls...to everybody out there. we r educated. we r civillised. love ur parents more than u can... bcoz they r the creator of us..they r the 1st in our life. no matter how successful u r in ur life...how great is ur job..how much u earn yearly..if u r heartless..u r cold blood to ur parents, to ur loved ones........u r still a none. blief me. there s 'someone' tat always looking at us. the day will come. hmph!!!!
btw...i love u daddy mummy ^^ don worry lar!!!! we love u truly madly deeply!!! wont throw u ger...hehe. n my grandma too!! hehe..u r the greatest joker in the world..hehe....
=maymaymaymay=
k. a visit to an old folks home is jz normal. but..i went to visit my relative. my grandaunty..k..straight to the point..the home..is cha. RM250 per month..it s cheap.sort of charity home. a very bad smell over the house..n the flooring..the toilet n even the kitchen r not relly...hygienically clean..n..ok..since it s so cheap we couldnt request much. BUT!!! u couldnt believe...her son..drrives an estima..ok!! estima is nth!! 120k fine!!!!!! AND!!!!! he owns a semi d!!! ok ok ok....a semi d. couldnt fit in a woman..kurus macam lidi..makan sgt sikit..n no matter wut her criteria is!!! how fat she is...she is....she is ur mum man!!!!!! n u lead a wealthy life!!! n u jz send ur mum to an old folks home which doesnt even provide dinner for ur mum!!!!
i dono. it s a nonsence for me. i feel relli angry over it. n once i enter the home..it s in super bad condition..i mean...it s for relli in need ppl. not my grandaunty. she has 2sons, tat can afford her livings. tat one of them runs a mechanic shop. but..her sons jz don care. throw her eveyrwhere. n my grandaunty even described herself liddat..
''yea..when u bcum old...u r like a piece of wood..let ppl throw u ere n there..if he put u ere..u cant go anywhere else..u cant choose..''
gosh...when a person say liddat..how depress she is..ah....how sad..my heart sanked....
wel..there may b a lot of stories bhind. mayb..we dono. but..somehow i think tat..to love ur parents is a must. they born u!!! nurture u..bring u up..everythin!!! anythin!!! without them..who r u?? Do u hav a heart??
k...i dono..bcoz it s fated to b liddat..i couldnt chg bcoz my grandaunty is er..quite far from us. we r not relly close. n if we keh poh or wut..then more things will come out..i pity her bcoz wut she has done for her children is all about a giving..but no return. n..mayb u all think..well..not too bad..she has a home to stay..a shelter. but...she has feelings. a human. far away from home, far away from family. at the age of 85.........er..n it s not tat her sons are..disable. or..poor. haha. ridiculous.... >.<''
n pls...to everybody out there. we r educated. we r civillised. love ur parents more than u can... bcoz they r the creator of us..they r the 1st in our life. no matter how successful u r in ur life...how great is ur job..how much u earn yearly..if u r heartless..u r cold blood to ur parents, to ur loved ones........u r still a none. blief me. there s 'someone' tat always looking at us. the day will come. hmph!!!!
btw...i love u daddy mummy ^^ don worry lar!!!! we love u truly madly deeply!!! wont throw u ger...hehe. n my grandma too!! hehe..u r the greatest joker in the world..hehe....
=maymaymaymay=
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Elaine Mummy's n Ameeta's
Greetings ppl.
Place SEGi college.
Time 1950, after a super boring 1008 class. haha. mummy went to Johor..n i gonna go hum late!! huhu!! ^^
okok. First n foremost, happy birthday to these two birthday.....women. =p
ameeta n mummy..muakss muakss!! ^^
As usual...we tok things tat..unlistenable =.= haha..here s one question asked by our ms mamak.
'' Wut s one night stand?'' ( i couldnt imagine a 18-yr-old girl dono about this..ms mamak!!! u r scary..@.@ relli not??? )
''Oh...one night stand is a girl n a guy tat she doesnt noe..go to the hotel..n they tido there..then nx morning they sat bye bye lo...'' mummy answered =.= wut an snwer.........
''nono!!! b4 tat!! they needa go to the 7-11 n buy RUBBER 1st....'' er..i added. =p
errr.. =.=" ok. it s very normal lo. sex education, we r all educators ma!!! hahahahaa!!!
n oh ya!!! the whole nite we couldnt stop teasing our ms coconut..hehe..i like her veh much coz she looks pretty n attrativ n most importantly..she s known as coconut tat all of us even forgot her real name!!! wakakaka!! N the restaurant jz pui hepp us to tease her more u noe..there are many many coconut trees..jz bside the toilet!!!! XD
the attendance of ms lisan is even more welcomable =p like a superstar oni.. ( haha..epy lar say u superstar?? blief me!! im relli C!!! hahahahahaa!!! XD )
so overall..we had a really enjoyable nite.laugh laugh laugh like crazy ppl..hehehe... too bad i didnt hav a chance to join the 2nd round..but anyway!!! i love u girls a lot a lot!!! ^^ hehe..i noe u all love me too =p buahaha!!!
once again, happy birthday to amee n mummy!!! ^^ the two mee-s =p
nice cake!! ^^
Place SEGi college.
Time 1950, after a super boring 1008 class. haha. mummy went to Johor..n i gonna go hum late!! huhu!! ^^
okok. First n foremost, happy birthday to these two birthday.....women. =p
ameeta n mummy..muakss muakss!! ^^Yeah yeah, i had attended the first birthday party of my college mates. hehe, it was so fun, crazy n LOUD =P ( we were really noisy.hehehee..as usual lar =p )
Nailiss Restaurant, Tai Pan USj subang.
As usual...we tok things tat..unlistenable =.= haha..here s one question asked by our ms mamak.
'' Wut s one night stand?'' ( i couldnt imagine a 18-yr-old girl dono about this..ms mamak!!! u r scary..@.@ relli not??? )''Oh...one night stand is a girl n a guy tat she doesnt noe..go to the hotel..n they tido there..then nx morning they sat bye bye lo...'' mummy answered =.= wut an snwer.........
''nono!!! b4 tat!! they needa go to the 7-11 n buy RUBBER 1st....'' er..i added. =p
errr.. =.=" ok. it s very normal lo. sex education, we r all educators ma!!! hahahahaa!!!
n oh ya!!! the whole nite we couldnt stop teasing our ms coconut..hehe..i like her veh much coz she looks pretty n attrativ n most importantly..she s known as coconut tat all of us even forgot her real name!!! wakakaka!! N the restaurant jz pui hepp us to tease her more u noe..there are many many coconut trees..jz bside the toilet!!!! XD
the attendance of ms lisan is even more welcomable =p like a superstar oni.. ( haha..epy lar say u superstar?? blief me!! im relli C!!! hahahahahaa!!! XD )
so overall..we had a really enjoyable nite.laugh laugh laugh like crazy ppl..hehehe... too bad i didnt hav a chance to join the 2nd round..but anyway!!! i love u girls a lot a lot!!! ^^ hehe..i noe u all love me too =p buahaha!!!
once again, happy birthday to amee n mummy!!! ^^ the two mee-s =p
nice cake!! ^^
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