Lost

Still, melancholy mood. haha.

im not supposed to b ere at this time, n i shud b in the lecture hall, having moral class.. aiyo..ponteng again. Where r my spirits? i hav been sleeping n sleeping n sleeping...wut happened lar........haih!!!!!

More over, there s been freaking long time i nvr go for yoga class..argh..i relli dono y.. all the spirits in me hav gone..wut is left is oni the physical without soul...im lost.. y lar..come back lar may. it s time to stand up n b stronger than u ever can!!!!!!!!!!

...............wake up wake up wake up wake up!!!!!!!!!! >.<''
(yes yes yes yes yes yes yes..... )

fake

........i hate pretending. i hate to pretend tat im nth..i hate to pretend tat im so ok...i hate to pretend tat im so epy..i hate to be fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh...y..tell me y..n..so many questions in my mind..when hao asked me wut m i thinking..how m i gonna tel..too many things all this while..i nvr mentioned..always inside me..when will it gonna burst out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel veeryy bad. suffocating. cant even breath. when will it b an end???? i tot tat..everythin will b fine but yet it s gettign worst day by day....omg...save me......pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ngo hou sen fu ah!!!!!!!!! wo 5 zhi ho yi dim zhou..bing go ho yi gao ngo..mou yenn..ying wei ngo ji gei dou 5 ji dou xiong dim...gou ging ying goi dim zhou..dim xin ho yi hoi hoi semm semm..ngo 5 xiong gem lok hui..ngo gok dek hou chun..hou soh....jen hei jen hei hou sen fu..........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dim gai?

im stucked.
~may~

A visit to old folks home

Hmm.....pls. to everybody. it s a reminder for everybody!!!!!!!

k. a visit to an old folks home is jz normal. but..i went to visit my relative. my grandaunty..k..straight to the point..the home..is cha. RM250 per month..it s cheap.sort of charity home. a very bad smell over the house..n the flooring..the toilet n even the kitchen r not relly...hygienically clean..n..ok..since it s so cheap we couldnt request much. BUT!!! u couldnt believe...her son..drrives an estima..ok!! estima is nth!! 120k fine!!!!!! AND!!!!! he owns a semi d!!! ok ok ok....a semi d. couldnt fit in a woman..kurus macam lidi..makan sgt sikit..n no matter wut her criteria is!!! how fat she is...she is....she is ur mum man!!!!!! n u lead a wealthy life!!! n u jz send ur mum to an old folks home which doesnt even provide dinner for ur mum!!!!

i dono. it s a nonsence for me. i feel relli angry over it. n once i enter the home..it s in super bad condition..i mean...it s for relli in need ppl. not my grandaunty. she has 2sons, tat can afford her livings. tat one of them runs a mechanic shop. but..her sons jz don care. throw her eveyrwhere. n my grandaunty even described herself liddat..

''yea..when u bcum old...u r like a piece of wood..let ppl throw u ere n there..if he put u ere..u cant go anywhere else..u cant choose..''

gosh...when a person say liddat..how depress she is..ah....how sad..my heart sanked....
wel..there may b a lot of stories bhind. mayb..we dono. but..somehow i think tat..to love ur parents is a must. they born u!!! nurture u..bring u up..everythin!!! anythin!!! without them..who r u?? Do u hav a heart??

k...i dono..bcoz it s fated to b liddat..i couldnt chg bcoz my grandaunty is er..quite far from us. we r not relly close. n if we keh poh or wut..then more things will come out..i pity her bcoz wut she has done for her children is all about a giving..but no return. n..mayb u all think..well..not too bad..she has a home to stay..a shelter. but...she has feelings. a human. far away from home, far away from family. at the age of 85.........er..n it s not tat her sons are..disable. or..poor. haha. ridiculous.... >.<''

n pls...to everybody out there. we r educated. we r civillised. love ur parents more than u can... bcoz they r the creator of us..they r the 1st in our life. no matter how successful u r in ur life...how great is ur job..how much u earn yearly..if u r heartless..u r cold blood to ur parents, to ur loved ones........u r still a none. blief me. there s 'someone' tat always looking at us. the day will come. hmph!!!!

btw...i love u daddy mummy ^^ don worry lar!!!! we love u truly madly deeply!!! wont throw u ger...hehe. n my grandma too!! hehe..u r the greatest joker in the world..hehe....

=maymaymaymay=

Elaine Mummy's n Ameeta's

Greetings ppl.

Place SEGi college.

Time 1950, after a super boring 1008 class. haha. mummy went to Johor..n i gonna go hum late!! huhu!! ^^


okok. First n foremost, happy birthday to these two birthday.....women. =p

ameeta n mummy..muakss muakss!! ^^

Yeah yeah, i had attended the first birthday party of my college mates. hehe, it was so fun, crazy n LOUD =P ( we were really noisy.hehehee..as usual lar =p )

Nailiss Restaurant, Tai Pan USj subang.

As usual...we tok things tat..unlistenable =.= haha..here s one question asked by our ms mamak.

'' Wut s one night stand?'' ( i couldnt imagine a 18-yr-old girl dono about this..ms mamak!!! u r scary..@.@ relli not??? )

''Oh...one night stand is a girl n a guy tat she doesnt noe..go to the hotel..n they tido there..then nx morning they sat bye bye lo...'' mummy answered =.= wut an snwer.........

''nono!!! b4 tat!! they needa go to the 7-11 n buy RUBBER 1st....'' er..i added. =p

errr.. =.=" ok. it s very normal lo. sex education, we r all educators ma!!! hahahahaa!!!

n oh ya!!! the whole nite we couldnt stop teasing our ms coconut..hehe..i like her veh much coz she looks pretty n attrativ n most importantly..she s known as coconut tat all of us even forgot her real name!!! wakakaka!! N the restaurant jz pui hepp us to tease her more u noe..there are many many coconut trees..jz bside the toilet!!!! XD

the attendance of ms lisan is even more welcomable =p like a superstar oni.. ( haha..epy lar say u superstar?? blief me!! im relli C!!! hahahahahaa!!! XD )

so overall..we had a really enjoyable nite.laugh laugh laugh like crazy ppl..hehehe... too bad i didnt hav a chance to join the 2nd round..but anyway!!! i love u girls a lot a lot!!! ^^ hehe..i noe u all love me too =p buahaha!!!

once again, happy birthday to amee n mummy!!! ^^ the two mee-s =p

nice cake!! ^^

Teacher May's life

buahaha..once again..i forgot about my blog =p how long nvr blog ah? haha!! nvm nvm..now write back a lil bit..

well..im having a 5-days term break..hehe..though it s short..but it s enough for me to meet up some of my old frens..then..do a lil bit of my assignments..yamcha..meetings..n..YOGA!! hehe..enjoying it immensely..though it s coming to an end liao..hehe...

er, so..yday, i went back to the former kindergarten( For ur information, i had been working in this kinder since january n i had stopped working now... ), hehe..the children are still tat sweet, still hug me when they see me, still shout my name n say hi to me..hehe..luckily they nvr forget me.. ^^ haha!! n now!! i gonna tell u about my life, or rather my role, as a Teacher May in Tadika Sri Intelek.

7.00am. '' Baby i still believe...ai yao mung cai kuai le..jiu suan wei lai blablabla....... ''

Don feel weird lar. it s the alarm signal of my fone. =p n..after it snooze for many many times...hahaha..about 7.20am, unreluctantly, this late sleeper zhu zhu try to get up n do all the routines ( brush teeth, wash face, lotion, dress.. ) in 8minutes... ( XD ) Next, quickly run down for a quick breakfast ( I start work at 7.45!!!!! >.<'') n quickly wake my dad up n quickly go to lrt n quickly walk to kinder..wakaka. hmm, statistics hav shown tat..the rate of late to sch is....95% ba =p

However..once i reach the school..all the rushy thing..all the QUICK stuff will disappear in jz a few seconds when i c my marsya..lyna..kailun n mohyingji n en kee n shamimi n aiman...

Dearest marsya.. =) Thx fer ur hugs.. ^^

7.50am. ''Teacher may!!! Good morning Teacher may!!! Good morning cikgu may!!!'' The sweet voices came to me b4 i finished closing the gate..hehe. B4 i can greet them back, some even ran to me n gimme huggies... ^^ n without further thinking, i giv them back a smiling face.. ^^ hug them back n kiss them on their foreheads. Sometimes if theere were too many children ran to me ( means i was really late coz all them had arrived b4 me.. =p ) then i would jz 'gimme 5!!!' to all them..haha..sweet leh!! lovable leh!! jealous not?? hahaha!!! get love from so many children..hehe. it s the sweetest moment in a day. all the sleepiness would jz gone like tat..n i noe tat, yes, today needa teach them more things, giv them more fun, let them feel happier.

b4 the assembly..hehe..

8.15am. ''Ringgggg!!!!!!'' The bell rang, al lthe children stopped their outdoor activities n gather for assembly.

' Children r u ready?''


'' I m ready!!!''



'' Good morning children...''

'' Good morning Teacher may, good morning teachers!!''

'' How r u children?''

'' I m fine, thank u!!''

'' Children wut day is today?''

'' Today is friday..'' ( They love fridays, btw =p )

'K, shall we sing our good morning song? 1 2 3 go...''

Haha...n then..they began to sing some songs...eng malay mandarin all campur2......n then, they would slowly go back to their classroom..n start the classs rite after they hand in all their hws...

owh..emotional sofea.. =) but she s cute!!!

8.30am. In the P2 classroom. I always start off my class with a talking session, esp monday n tuesday..after their vacation with their families..haha. they ve really much thing to tell teacher, where they ve been, wut they did during weekends..their parents' promises to bring them to somewhere..their babies at home..siblings..everything. n its...eevrythin from 15children. lol. After 3minutes, the whole class would b like passar malam, n i would scream at them n say ''k! enough! we start class. =p ' ' ( so sou hing....... )

voted as five most talkative ones.. XD

9am.Classses are normal. Eng ma teach eng..bm ma teach bm...maths ma teach maths lo... buahaha!! i dono how to describe lar..haha.. it s jz drill them some readings...flash cards to intrigued them though there s nth special but flash cards...do some mathematics..liddat oni.........

one of my favourite student ^^ farah fifi ^^ nice name huh? fifi fifi... =p

loveliest..sweetest..my 1st badge of students in my life!! P2... =)

11.15am. Class ended. ''Lesson finish, let s us go home, goodbye teacher, goodbye classmates, good bye to u all..good bye to u all....'' The lesson finish song was sung in a mess..then all the children lined up..slowly walked down the stairs..wear their shoes..n ran to their guardians..then bye bye.....

4-year-old babies.. ^^ b4 they go home~

Well, it sounded so normal..so dull..so ordinary rite?but.. u never noe, children hav a kind of special power tat adults don hav. really. U jz needa look at them n u would feel epy. U jz needa listen to their funny conversations n u would really laugh from ur heart. it s cute, n it s pure. no fakeness, no pretending, no pressure..

energetic 6 years old koko jie jie..hehe....

When i told my amanda puah tat im sick... she quickly put her hand on my forehead n say..

'' got lil bit hot oh..must drink more more water ah..''

sounded like my mum ya? haha!!!

Im in love wif u ^^ amanda puah..hehe ^^ ( She has a fussy mum =.=" )

n u noe wut? when my dong xuan came back to sch after absent for 4days..he told me...

'' Teacher may u noe ah..the time i sick at home ah..i miss u very much u noe...''

walao eh..don u think this sounded like my bf?? omg..it s ....touching!!!! >.<''

slow gang- tze ching n dong xuan...lotsa patience!! but..happy to c their improvement.. =)

Their cares..their love...argh..it s undescribable. u jz dono...how epy to b wif them, how sweet to tok to them, how much love they shower me.... anyhow, i left my job after may. i needa work for my college under scholarship n..i gave up working there.

danny who d left b4 me to sabah..

Goodbye my love...wo di ai ren zai jian....

Play time

Perhaps, they will forget who is teacher may in a short time..they will not even remember me, or think of me, or...yea, they ll continue their lives as usual n i ll continue mine too. but.. i will miss them a lot..relli. Love u all...... =)

Dressing Code fever

hehe. if u ever notice the time n date i post the previous blogs, it s the same time actually. haha!! i jz wanna post as many as i can in this middle of the nite so tat it raised my determination of updating it frequently in the future..huhu!!! ^^

k, talking about the dressing code, lol..we r really crazy about it!!! haha!! but u noe wut, it s awesome to have whole group of people wearing the same colour of dresses walking ere n there...hehe..cool man!!! haha!!!

The 1st wan was black colour..haha..

Greatest yamcha gang at Pat kin pat sun.

Well, we were not too excited with it bcoz..black colour..it s jz too normal for us!! n so, we came out wif sumthin crazier n funnier..haha..n the spirit of traffic light emerges!! haha!!!

Yes..the red + yellow + green = traffic light...XD

oh no..we were so proud.. =.="

haha...kaili loves it! i dono y.. =S

Traffic lights are everywhere!!!!! 4 traffic lights in a row.. =.="

hahahahaa...traffic lights wif the tiang!!! ( though it s more like a giong si =p haha!!!! )

yes..the tiang found its traffic light..hahaha...

can u c the word shame written on our face?? haha!! many passers-by were looking at these soh ppl.. =.="A toy can b traffic light.......but to ur surprise...a book can b traffic light too!!! wakaka!!

n yea...we went to many places on tat day..we went kaili's new house, 1u n oso ikea.. n no doubt, we spent whole day walking ere n there..jz to search for...TRAFFIC LIGHTS!!!haha!!

Green light go fast, yellow light go faster, n red light go fastest..

haha..guess wut, our nx theme might b rainbow!! haha..dono who suggested it..hahaha..

but to b frank, it s great to hang out wif u guys!!! cheers n laughters!!! ^^

~may~

Ulu Langat Day Trip

Time: 0138. well. had a long long nap ( izit called a nap if it s a 4hours sleep? =p ) after my daytrip to ulu langat wif ma mummy, sis, aunty Janet n her son.. hehe. well, it was kinda fun. i love to be in the nature n feel as a part of it. hehe.

Greeny babe!!!! ^^ Hutan lipur Sg. Congkak, Ulu Langat.

haha..imagine how much risk i ve taken to take photo.. ^^

feel the water... n it s cool!!!!

well, it was quite bad bcoz it rained on n off throughout the day. however, it s good for us to hav discovered this nice place n im planning to go wif adventurous ppl nx time. hehe, anyone interested? ^^

=maymaymaymay=

Blogging, again =)

Holla people.

hehe, im back to blog!!! haha.. well, if u would ask me y, the 1st thing i gonna tel u is, im really inspired by jim's n voon's blogs!!! haha, it s real interesting n i kind of feeling outdated if i don hav one..hehe!!!

Moreover, it s jz like..i think there are lotsa things tat i can write out n share wif everyone..hehe..determination!! >.<'' Don b lazy pig.... hehe.

=happyblogging=
maymaymaymay