fake

........i hate pretending. i hate to pretend tat im nth..i hate to pretend tat im so ok...i hate to pretend tat im so epy..i hate to be fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh...y..tell me y..n..so many questions in my mind..when hao asked me wut m i thinking..how m i gonna tel..too many things all this while..i nvr mentioned..always inside me..when will it gonna burst out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel veeryy bad. suffocating. cant even breath. when will it b an end???? i tot tat..everythin will b fine but yet it s gettign worst day by day....omg...save me......pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ngo hou sen fu ah!!!!!!!!! wo 5 zhi ho yi dim zhou..bing go ho yi gao ngo..mou yenn..ying wei ngo ji gei dou 5 ji dou xiong dim...gou ging ying goi dim zhou..dim xin ho yi hoi hoi semm semm..ngo 5 xiong gem lok hui..ngo gok dek hou chun..hou soh....jen hei jen hei hou sen fu..........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dim gai?

im stucked.
~may~