Owh man. I really dono how long i had not been updating this blog. no post, no photos, no things.'' i didnt mean to say im too bz to post somehtin ere..it s jz tat my own pc couldnt sign into blogger...so..tats y lo. Sometimes i have too much thing to express myself...but i jz cant make it.
k..whatever reason it is.....anyhow...from the day i last written blog till now...There were few of my loved ones left me to overseas for their tertiary. And the recent 1 is my dear chiann.
Owh man....the scene is still vividly in my mind till today. when I saw her tears falling...i tried to stop mine..but coujldnt...we hugged together..n cried....it was really touching..the heart pain feeling....the pain tat comes from deep inside...the true friendship btween me n her.

I feel really lost after she has left me. mayb u think i m jz exagerrate..but, somehow or other, i feelike i have lost one part of my life. ah!!!!!!

k stop toking about tat. wut i wanna say now is....i gonna finish all the assignments for this semester!!! argh!!! very damn stressed up today!!! 3 assignments deal in a day!!!! after the stupid globalisation essay...till today's 2presentations.. i feelike..i nvr stop down at all. mayb it s jz too stress, i shouted in my car when i was on the way back home. i started those stupid question again like.. y m i doing all these? what is the purpose? where m i going towards? m i lost again?

The enthusiasm in me has far gone away since u have been gone. i donno...i forgot about my ambition, i forgot about the advocacy for children n earl hcildhood professionals..i forgot about how ambitious i was to hav so many things to do in the future to help the children..............im moving veryfast..but...perhaps...i lost the track. i wan a break!!!!! a long break!!!!! ( don tell me kitkat lar )

I FEEL SO LONELY!!!!!!!I FEEL SO HONG HUI!!!!!! arghQEWDFJWEIdifjsdlkfnsdlkfjsdlkfjdslkjmsdlknmdslnvlsdkmvldskvmsdlkmvlsdkmv~

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